I slammed the door behind me and ran down the stairs trying to calm myself. 'A normal dispute ... like everyone else ... ' went through my head. I ran faster and finally entered the front door, went outside and took a deep breath. Fresh air. Just what I needed now. I turned left and walked down the street ... I had an argument with my girlfriend, it was a long time does not happen more, but well, it has happened again. I was running out of the room to the thing not to run out of control. Now I went down the street with a feeling as if my heart bleed, my head ached and I was afraid. I was trembling all over ... As always, when we argued. I was afraid that one day my nose was full of ...
I turned into an alley. On the wall I saw the dance of irritation, which was partly responsible for my excesses. "I hate you, you stupid Piece of shit. You bring me nothing but trouble. "I muttered to myself, looking at the full moon, which seemed to me. "Oh? I do that? And who has broken your ethics? Anyone who has seen to it that you came along you? "I stopped short. It was he, my dark side was right. "... that was a mistake. "I heard. Within a split second, the black steel of my knife stabbed a hole in the wall and I stared angrily at the red-glowing eyes of the shadow. "She was right when she said I would not People kill ... all I have to remove what are, thou .. "I growled and drew back the blade to put away the knife again. My bad I laughed. "Oooh ~ As if you could go without me." I breathed deeply and sighed again. "I did not see you cause I was just too stupid to realize that you're causing damage." I said softly, and went on, the shadow always following me. "Pf .. I was up there when it wa not even your mother-"" Shut up ... "I growled and ran out of going on the street, on the lighted street. Here I had to endure no longer talk. It hurt to hear such things. Especially that part, she thought would be bad for me ...
I wandered down the road when I heard someone call my name again. I turned around and saw him. He came running towards me. "Oh, heya." Na Hey, how are you doing? "I looked down briefly, then back into his face. "Good." I lied and moved more slowly, to let him know that I intended not to stand still. He followed her and looked at me, then also on the ground. "It's ... is because of her, right? "he asked quietly than before. I said nothing and walked on. "Come on, tell me what's happening." He said then. I shook my head. "I do not think I want to talk about it." I replied then. "Not even with me, huh?" I looked away from him and sighed. "Gaming" "Ah, clearly, if you want." I heard of him, with a cheerful voice. We walked silently for a while the way to his apartment. Then he suddenly asked, "L4D?" I looked at him. "If you do not screeches again, if you obtained a Hunter." I replied with a grin and held my arms up.
Once in his apartment, I took off my jacket and threw it on the coat rack, then I went into the living room and looked around. "Hm .. has so much in the time when I was here last. "I said. "Yes, when you have been times here the last time," he said from the kitchen. He was right. I was long not been back to visit. "No idea ..." I replied to his question. The moment he came into the room with a bottle and two glasses in his hand. I looked at the bottle. "Honestly? No. "He grinned and sat down beside me, the Xbox and started looking at me. "Honestly? Yes. Or you can yourself a other than search for Ellis. "I rolled my eyes. "Nick is gay sleeves, Coach just babbles bullshit and Rochelle ... is'n woman! First Call on Ellis, damn it! "He laughed, and filled the glasses, while I my Xbox Live account logs and started the game. I went to the multiplayer mode, and chose a character from Ellis. He grinned and pushed me down the glass. I stared at the glass and opened his eyes, he could not see because of my long hair. I saw her reflection in the liquid ... She was crying ... I shook my head and lifted the glass. My hand was shaking. I passed the glass to my lips and quickly drank some, then put it down again and started the game. "And what was worse off now?" He said giggling and took a sip.
We played late into the night and destroyed half the bottle. The feeling and the pain in my chest was getting worse. It was hard to fake my emotions, my hands were shaking and I exuded little warmth or no emotion. But we had managed the first campaign. At least something ... I posted in the lobby the next campaign, and held me. He, however, put the controller on the table and turned to me. "Shit, what is wrong with you?" I looked at him. "Uhm ... what? How so? "He grabbed my hand and looked at me, no smile on his lips more, then he let go of my hand again. "You can not tell me that you're doing well. ... What happened? "I stared at him. "I-I ... uhm ... So ... "I stuttered deal to me and sighed. "We have fought us ..." He raised an eyebrow and slid closer. "And why?" I looked at the floor. "Well ... from a small thing has become a drama ... "He shook his head and seuzte. "Again?" I said nothing, but simply shook his head. Suddenly he leaned over to me, gave me a kiss and whispered to me to "forget it ... it brings nothing but grief ... Let help you better back of me ... "I stared at him with wide eyes. "What?" He asked. I had reached my limit. I picked up the bottle, smashed it on the table and kicked him on the floor, I sat on his chest and stared at him angrily. "Fuck. YOU. "I said, aggressive and loud. "What she has done it all for me, as it has already helped me, but I can never repay me! I do not have from anyone who once every five months for me someday there was let's say that my friend does me no good! Each time the same shit, you all have been crap in my head, "I yelled at him ... He stared at me horrified and wanted to say something, but could not get us anywhere. "You know what? Fuck you. Thanks for the L4D round, thanks for the vodka, but no thanks for relaxation. Be glad that I just have better things to do, "I growled and stood up, I looked in the mirror and saw my smiling, dark side. I went up to the mirror and pressed against the splinter weapon of the mirror. The laughter faded, he looked down and saw the blood from his Stomach drop. I smiled contentedly as I realized how right I am with the saying 'You're not invincible. " had. I dropped half the bottle and went to the door, turned around once to see him still lying stunned on the ground. Then I went out the door.
Outside Once I went back through the darkness. From here I did not know what to do. I had all the time waited in vain for a text message from her. Nothing came. I sighed and sat down at the roadside, then looked up at the full moon. A tear ran down my cheek ... 'I am fully responsible for this mess ... why am I doing such a sh ... ' went through my head. Then I took my phone out of his pocket and looked sadly at the screen. I blinked and wiped the tears from his eyes. It was over. My phone was out all the time been. I will turn immediately and it vibrated. I opened the message ...
Sweetheart \u0026lt;3 (02:37)
please come home again ... I will not argue with you ... hase I miss you \u0026lt;3 = (
I got up hastily and looked at the clock. 2:59 clock. I pocketed the phone and ran.
home I went to the door and ran up the stairs, closed the door hastily, and I probably at least three times the wrong key attaches. Quietly, I entered the apartment and took off his jacket, only to run into the living room ... There she lay, with my blanket on the couch. I went closer, sat me in front of her and kissed her forehead. "Honey ..." She blinked and looked at me, tears were running her face. I looked at her sadly. "I-" "All right ... it is forgiven you ... "she said softly and sat down on easy, hugged me and gave me a kiss. I closed my eyes and felt all the pain and problems suddenly were no longer existent. I sat next to her, my arms around her waist and snuggled her. "I'm so sorry, I did not mean I hate myself for it ... I had my phone not to, I would also like "She put a finger on my lips and gave me a kiss on the forehead. "I see that you're sorry." she said softly, pointing to the tears that ran down to my cheek. "I did not hurt you but ..." I whispered, and pushed my head under her chin. She patted me gently through the hair and I kissed her neck. "It's okay, you're back again ... And how you always say? ... We can talk about the matter. "She said, smiling slightly and gave me a kiss. I felt the heat in my body slowly returning. "Thank you darling ... You're mad ... "I said softly and answered their Kiss. Then she yawned. "But tomorrow ... I'm tired, let us sleep. "She said and snuggled close to me. I smiled and closed his eyes. "Yes my lady." I whispered back. In such moments, shows once again what I have in my treasure ~
end \u0026lt;3
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This story is just for you, Jenny. \u0026lt;3
(Yes, the story should be faceless, so the absence of the name.)
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